WALKING THROUGH FEAR
If we still cling to something we will not let go,
we ask God to help us be willing.
ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS, p. 76
When I had taken my Fifth Step,
I became aware that all my defects of character
stemmed from my need to feel secure and loved.
To use my will alone to work on them
would have been trying obsessively to solve the problem.
In the Sixth Step I intensified the action
I had taken in the first three Steps —
meditating on the Step by saying it over and over,
going to meetings, following my sponsor’s suggestions,
reading and searching within myself.
During the first three years of sobriety
I had a fear of entering an elevator alone.
One day I decided I must walk through this fear.
I asked for God’s help, entered the elevator,
and there in the corner was a lady crying.
She said that since her husband had died
she was deathly afraid of elevators.
I forgot my fear and comforted her.
This spiritual experience helped me to see
how willingness was the key
to working the rest of the Twelve Steps to recovery.
God helps those who help themselves.
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