Sunday 11 August 2024
REMOVING "THE GROUND GLASS"
Good Morning!!!
God grant me the Serenity
to accept the things
I cannot change;
Courage to change
the things I can;
and Wisdom
to know the difference.
Thy will, not mine, be done.
*~*~*~*~*^Daily Reflections^*~*~*~*~*
August 11, 2024
REMOVING "THE GROUND GLASS"
The moral inventory is a cool examination
of the damages that occurred to us during life
and a sincere effort to look
at them in a true perspective.
This has the effect of taking
the ground glass out of us,
the emotional substance
that still cuts and inhibits.
AS BILL SEES IT, p. 140
My Eighth Step list used to drag me
into a whirlpool of resentment.
After four years of sobriety,
I was blocked by denial
connected with an ongoing abusive relationship.
The argument between fear and pride eased
as the words of the Step
moved from my head to my heart.
For the first time in years I opened my box of paints
and poured out an honest rage,
an explosion of reds and blacks and yellows.
As I looked at the drawing,
tears of joy and relief flowed down my cheeks.
In my disease, I had given up my art,
a self-inflicted punishment
far greater than any imposed from outside.
In my recovery, I learned that the pain of my defects
is the very substance God uses
to cleanse my character and to set me free.
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