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Tuesday, 26 May 2026
Voyage in a Boat
Voyage in a Boat
1. The sea had always called to Elias Mercer.
2. As a child growing up in the storm-bitten harbor town of Blackwater Cove, Atlantic Ocean had been his playground and teacher. While other children feared the roar of crashing waves against the cliffs, Elias would stand at the edge of the docks and stare into the endless blue horizon, imagining lands beyond maps and adventures beyond reason.
3. By the age of thirty-two, he had become one of the finest navigators on the eastern coast. He knew the stars like old friends and could read the moods of the sea by the color of the clouds. Yet despite all his voyages, one dream still haunted him: to cross the vast ocean to the mysterious Isles of Seraphine, rumored to contain forgotten treasures and ancient ruins swallowed by time.
4. Most sailors believed the islands were cursed.
5. Many ships had vanished searching for them.
6. None had returned.
7. That was precisely why Elias intended to go.
8. On a gray autumn morning, the harbor buzzed with whispers as Elias prepared his vessel, The Aurora. She was a magnificent wooden brigantine with crimson sails and polished oak rails that gleamed beneath the pale sunrise. Though not the largest ship in the harbor, she was swift, resilient, and built for unforgiving waters.
9. His crew consisted of seven men and one woman, each carrying their own reasons for joining the voyage.
10. There was Captain Elias himself—calm, intelligent, and stubborn.
11. Jonah Reed, the aging first mate with a beard as white as sea foam and enough superstitions to fill an entire library.
12. Mira Vale, the ship’s doctor and cartographer, sharp-eyed and fearless.
13. Thomas Finch, a cheerful cook who somehow managed to laugh even during storms.
14. The brothers Caleb and Simon Ward, skilled deckhands who could climb rigging faster than monkeys.
15. Victor Hale, a quiet harpooner with a scar stretching across his cheek.
16. And finally young Daniel Pierce, barely nineteen, eager to prove himself to the world.
17. As the town gathered near the docks, Jonah muttered uneasily while tightening ropes.
18. “We shouldn’t be chasing ghost islands,” he grumbled. “Sea doesn’t like greedy men.”
19. Elias smiled faintly. “Good thing we’re chasing discovery, then.”
20. “Discovery gets people killed too.”
21. Mira rolled up a map beside them. “If fear ruled sailors, nobody would leave shore.”
22. Jonah spat into the ocean for luck. “You’ll all remember my words before this voyage is done.”
23. The bells rang.
24. Ropes were untied.
25. And The Aurora drifted away from Blackwater Cove into the endless breathing wilderness of the sea.
26. For the first week, the voyage was almost peaceful.
27. Cool winds carried them eastward beneath bright skies. Dolphins leaped beside the hull. At night the crew gathered around lanterns while Thomas served steaming bowls of chowder and sang terrible songs wildly off-key.
28. Daniel especially admired Elias.
29. “How do you stay so calm all the time?” the young sailor asked one evening while the captain studied stars above the deck.
30. Elias considered the question.
31. “The sea teaches you,” he said quietly. “Panic blinds people. Calm helps them survive.”
32. Daniel nodded thoughtfully.
33. Far above them, constellations shimmered like silver nails hammered into black velvet.
34. Mira approached carrying a weather journal. “Pressure’s dropping,” she warned. “Storm could arrive tomorrow.”
35. Jonah overheard and crossed himself immediately.
36. By dawn the sky had transformed into a monstrous ceiling of swirling charcoal clouds.
37. Winds screamed across the ocean.
38. Rain hammered the deck.
39. “The mainsail!” Elias shouted.
40. Crew members scrambled through chaos as The Aurora rose and plunged among towering waves. Thunder exploded overhead like cannon fire.
41. Daniel slipped on the soaked deck and nearly tumbled overboard before Victor grabbed him by the collar.
42. “Watch your footing, boy!”
43. The storm worsened by the hour.
44. Waves crashed over the bow hard enough to shake the entire vessel. The mast groaned dangerously.
45. Mira fought to secure medical supplies below deck while Thomas prayed loudly between curses.
46. Jonah staggered toward Elias through rain.
47. “This storm isn’t natural!”
48. Elias ignored him and gripped the wheel harder.
49. But secretly, even he felt uneasy.
50. The storm moved strangely.
51. Almost deliberately.
52. Night arrived early beneath black clouds.
53. Then came the wave.
54. Daniel saw it first.
55. A mountain of water rose from darkness ahead of them, impossibly huge, taller than any wave Elias had witnessed in his life.
56. “Captain!”
57. The crew froze in horror.
58. “Hold on!” Elias roared.
59. The wave crashed upon The Aurora with catastrophic force.
60. Wood splintered.
61. The mast snapped like a twig.
62. Water flooded the deck instantly.
63. Elias was thrown violently against the wheel. Daniel disappeared into darkness. Mira slammed into the railing, barely catching herself.
64. Then came a terrible cracking sound from beneath the ship.
65. Jonah’s face went pale.
66. “We’ve hit rock.”
67. Another wave struck.
68. The hull split open.
69. “The ship’s sinking!”
70. Chaos erupted.
71. Freezing water poured into the lower decks while the ship tilted sharply sideways. Barrels, ropes, and shattered timber slid across the deck.
72. “Lifeboats!” Elias commanded.
73. But one boat had already been ripped away by the sea.
74. The remaining boat dangled wildly as the crew fought to lower it.
75. Simon Ward vanished beneath collapsing rigging with a scream cut short by thunder.
76. Caleb tried to reach his brother but Elias grabbed him.
77. “You can’t save him!”
78. “I have to—”
79. Another wave smashed across the deck, sweeping Caleb into darkness beside his brother.
80. The crew stared helplessly.
81. Within minutes, The Aurora was dying.
82. Elias forced the survivors into the lifeboat: Mira, Jonah, Victor, Thomas, Daniel, and himself.
83. The sea hurled them away just as the great brigantine finally disappeared beneath the raging black water.
84. For a moment, all they could do was stare.
85. The ship—their home—was gone.
86. Only floating debris remained.
87. Rain continued pouring endlessly as their tiny lifeboat climbed and crashed through monstrous waves.
88. Thomas whispered shakily, “What do we do now?”
89. Elias looked around at the exhausted faces illuminated by lightning.
90. “We survive.”
91. The storm carried them through darkness until dawn finally emerged weak and gray.
92. By then, Jonah was unconscious from a head injury.
93. Victor’s arm was broken.
94. Supplies were nearly nonexistent.
95. And worst of all, they had no idea where they were.
96. The ocean stretched endlessly in every direction.
97. Days passed slowly.
98. The survivors drifted beneath a merciless sun. Rainwater became precious. Hunger gnawed at them constantly.
99. Thomas attempted humor to keep spirits alive.
100. “Well,” he said weakly one afternoon, “at least nobody has to wash dishes anymore.”
101. Nobody laughed.
102. Daniel grew quieter each day. He blamed himself for freezing during the storm.
103. “If I had reacted faster—”
104. “You’d still be here,” Mira interrupted firmly. “That’s all that matters.”
105. At night, strange sounds echoed across the fog-covered sea.
106. Sometimes they heard distant singing.
107. Other times Jonah claimed he saw lights beneath the water.
108. “Sea spirits,” he muttered feverishly. “They’re watching us.”
109. Victor shook his head. “He’s delirious.”
110. But secretly they all felt it.
111. Something about the ocean had changed.
112. On the sixth day adrift, Daniel spotted land.
113. At first it appeared only as dark shapes through morning mist.
114. Then gradually cliffs emerged.
115. Trees.
116. White beaches.
117. An island.
118. Hope exploded through the boat.
119. They rowed desperately toward shore and collapsed onto warm sand hours later, exhausted beyond words.
120. The island was breathtaking.
121. Tall emerald forests swayed beneath golden sunlight. Crystal streams flowed down rocky hillsides. Bright birds darted through the trees.
122. For the first time since the sinking, the survivors felt alive again.
123. Thomas fell to his knees dramatically.
124. “I swear I’ll never complain about solid ground again.”
125. Mira examined strange stone pillars near the beach. Ancient symbols covered them.
126. “These weren’t made recently,” she said.
127. Jonah stared at the jungle uneasily.
128. “I don’t like this place.”
129. Ignoring him, Elias organized their survival efforts. They gathered fruit, built shelters, and explored carefully.
130. For several days, the island seemed almost paradise.
131. Then Victor disappeared.
132. One evening he ventured into the forest searching for fresh water and never returned.
133. Elias led a search party carrying torches through dense jungle.
134. “Victor!” Daniel shouted repeatedly.
135. Only silence answered.
136. Eventually they discovered Victor’s knife near a stream.
137. The blade was covered in blood.
138. Mira crouched beside it grimly.
139. “Animal attack?”
140. Jonah shook his head slowly.
141. “No animal leaves no tracks.”
142. Fear returned immediately.
143. That night nobody slept well.
144. Around midnight Daniel awoke to movement near the trees.
145. A figure stood watching their camp.
146. Tall.
147. Thin.
148. Human-like.
149. Before Daniel could react, it vanished silently into darkness.
150. The next morning he told the others.
151. Thomas tried dismissing it. “You were dreaming.”
152. “I wasn’t.”
153. Elias believed him.
154. He had seen footprints near camp—bare human footprints far larger than normal.
155. The island was not deserted.
156. Three days later they discovered the ruins.
157. Deep within the jungle stood massive crumbling stone structures overtaken by vines and moss. Towering statues stared downward with blank expressions worn smooth by centuries of rain.
158. Mira’s eyes widened with amazement.
159. “This could be Seraphine.”
160. At the center of the ruins stood an enormous circular temple.
161. Inside they found murals depicting ships sinking beneath giant waves while shadowy figures watched from shore.
162. Jonah became pale.
163. “They brought storms.”
164. “What?” Daniel asked.
165. “These people… they worshipped the sea. My grandfather told stories.” Jonah pointed shakily at symbols on the walls. “They believed the ocean demanded sacrifices.”
166. Thomas forced a nervous laugh. “Wonderful. Exactly where I wanted to end up.”
167. Mira discovered fresh markings near the altar.
168. “Someone’s been here recently.”
169. Then came the sound.
170. Drums.
171. Low rhythmic pounding echoing through the jungle.
172. Boom.
173. Boom.
174. Boom.
175. The survivors froze.
176. Figures emerged slowly from the trees surrounding the ruins.
177. At least twenty of them.
178. They wore dark robes woven from feathers and shells. Their faces were painted white and blue. Spears glinted in sunlight.
179. Daniel stepped backward fearfully.
180. Elias raised his hands peacefully.
181. “We mean no harm.”
182. The islanders said nothing.
183. An elderly woman finally approached. Around her neck hung carved bones and silver charms.
184. She studied the survivors carefully before speaking in rough English.
185. “You came from the sea.”
186. Elias nodded cautiously.
187. “Our ship sank.”
188. The woman’s expression remained unreadable.
189. “The sea brought you here.”
190. Before anyone could respond, the islanders surrounded them completely.
191. Weapons pointed forward.
192. The survivors were taken prisoner.
193. They were brought to a hidden village deep inside the island where hundreds of islanders lived among huts built beneath enormous trees.
194. For two days the survivors remained guarded constantly.
195. The elderly woman, called Mother Sira, visited often.
196. Mira attempted communication.
197. “Why are we prisoners?”
198. Sira looked toward the ocean visible beyond distant cliffs.
199. “Because the sea is angry.”
200. Jonah whispered to Elias afterward, “I told you this place was cursed.”
201. Eventually Sira explained the islanders’ beliefs.
202. Long ago, according to legend, their ancestors had discovered a way to control storms using sacred rituals. But the power demanded balance. Whenever outsiders approached seeking the island’s secrets, storms destroyed them.
203. “The ocean protects this island,” Sira said quietly.
204. Thomas frowned. “That sounds impossible.”
205. But Elias remembered the unnatural storm.
206. And the enormous wave.
207. Perhaps impossible things were not impossible after all.
208. One evening Daniel secretly escaped his hut and wandered near the cliffs overlooking the sea.
209. There he discovered something horrifying.
210. Dozens of shipwrecks lay scattered among rocks below.
211. Ancient wrecks.
212. Recent wrecks.
213. Hundreds of dead voyages swallowed by the island.
214. Footsteps approached behind him.
215. It was a young islander girl around his age.
216. “You should not be here,” she whispered.
217. Daniel hesitated. “What’s your name?”
218. “Lina.”
219. She explained quietly that not all islanders agreed with the old traditions. Many feared outsiders because they had been taught fear since birth.
220. “But your people sink ships,” Daniel said.
221. Lina looked away sadly.
222. “The elders believe sacrifice protects us.”
223. Daniel realized then what awaited them.
224. Sacrifice.
225. The next morning guards dragged Elias and the others toward the temple ruins.
226. Villagers gathered chanting while drums echoed through humid air.
227. Thomas panicked openly. “I really don’t want to die on an island today.”
228. Victor would have laughed at that, Daniel thought sadly.
229. At the altar, Mother Sira raised her hands.
230. “The sea demands balance!”
231. The crowd repeated her words.
232. Storm clouds began gathering unnaturally fast overhead.
233. Wind swept across the ruins.
234. Elias stepped forward boldly.
235. “You think the sea wants blood? Look around you. Fear has ruled this island for generations.”
236. Sira’s expression hardened.
237. “You outsiders always destroy.”
238. “Not all of us.”
239. Lightning flashed overhead.
240. The storm intensified rapidly.
241. Daniel noticed fear spreading even among islanders.
242. Something was wrong.
243. Very wrong.
244. The ocean beyond the cliffs had begun rising.
245. An enormous wall of water approached the island.
246. Far larger than the wave that destroyed The Aurora.
247. People screamed.
248. The ritual had lost control.
249. “Run!” Elias shouted.
250. Chaos exploded instantly.
251. Islanders scattered through the ruins as rain and wind crashed downward violently.
252. The tsunami struck moments later.
253. Water tore through the jungle with unstoppable force, smashing trees and huts apart.
254. Elias grabbed Daniel as debris flew around them.
255. “Mira!”
256. She emerged from collapsing stone pillars beside Thomas and Jonah.
257. The survivors ran desperately uphill while floodwaters swallowed everything below.
258. Lina appeared beside Daniel, terrified.
259. “This way!”
260. She led them through narrow jungle paths toward higher cliffs.
261. Behind them the island was being destroyed.
262. Screams echoed through rain.
263. Buildings vanished beneath surging water.
264. At the cliffs, Elias turned back.
265. Mother Sira remained standing near the ruined temple below, staring at the monstrous sea she had worshipped her entire life.
266. Then another wave consumed the ruins entirely.
267. By dawn the storm finally ended.
268. The survivors stood atop the cliffs overlooking devastation.
269. Much of the island had vanished beneath floodwaters.
270. Smoke drifted upward from shattered forests.
271. Dozens of islanders had survived by reaching higher ground, but their village was gone.
272. For hours nobody spoke.
273. Finally Jonah sat heavily upon a rock.
274. “All my years at sea,” he murmured, “and I still don’t understand it.”
275. Mira looked toward the ruined coastline thoughtfully.
276. “Maybe nature doesn’t need understanding. Only respect.”
277. Over the following weeks, survivors and islanders worked together rebuilding shelters and finding food. Old fears slowly faded.
278. Daniel and Lina became close friends, sharing stories beneath starlit skies.
279. Thomas managed to restore laughter among exhausted people by inventing ridiculous recipes involving coconuts and fish.
280. Even Jonah softened.
281. One evening Elias stood watching sunset over calm waters when Lina approached.
282. “You still wish to leave?” she asked.
283. “Yes.”
284. “Why?”
285. Elias smiled faintly.
286. “Because surviving means continuing forward.”
287. Months later, using wreckage from destroyed ships and island timber, they built a new vessel.
288. Smaller than The Aurora, but seaworthy.
289. On the morning of departure, many islanders gathered silently upon the beach.
290. Mother Sira was gone.
291. Her old beliefs had died with the storm.
292. Lina hugged Daniel tightly before stepping back.
293. “You’ll return someday?”
294. Daniel looked toward the horizon.
295. “I think part of me will always remain here.”
296. The survivors boarded their vessel beneath clear skies.
297. As sails caught wind, Elias looked once more at the mysterious island shrinking behind them.
298. They had begun the voyage searching for treasure.
299. Instead they had found terror, loss, survival, and truth.
300. The sea had taken their ship.
301. Taken friends.
302. Taken certainty.
303. But it had also revealed something greater.
304. Human beings were fragile against nature’s power, yet astonishingly resilient against despair.
305. Weeks later, when they finally reached civilization, few believed their story completely.
306. Stories of cursed islands and monstrous waves sounded like madness.
307. But sometimes late at night, when storms rolled across distant oceans, Elias would stand quietly by harbor waters remembering the faces of those they lost and the impossible island hidden somewhere beyond the horizon.
308. And he would remember the lesson carved forever into his soul:
309. A ship may sink.
310. Hope must not.
311. For as long as courage survives, no ocean can truly claim victory over the human spirit.
Many a time an individual hits rock bottom and is enveloped by total darkness.
[25/05, 17:05] Lakshmi Valluri: Many a time an individual hits rock bottom and is enveloped by total darkness. In here my passion of conducting Art of Living courses for addicts, writing on the subject and spreading the word as to how to overcome these problems through public talks, You Tube, Instagram and podcasts have found a space.
As someone who was once ensnared in the throes of alcoholism and excessive smoking, I have firsthand experience of the struggle of this turmoil.
This is when I had a brush with “infinity” and rediscovered my mojo through the grace of Gurudev Sri Sri Ravi Shankar, learned the powerful rhythmic and unique breathing technique of Sudarshan Kriya, ancient practices of Yoga and meditation which metamorphosed my life. From drunken abyss, I recovered to sobriety by upending the pyramid. My passion has been to speak and write about this vital aspect.
The Role of Mindfulness and Spirituality
Mindfulness is not merely a buzzword; it is a powerful tool which anchors individuals to the present, fostering an awareness which alleviates anxiety and fear. Through the regular practice of meditation, yoga and breath work I embraced the technique to quieten the endless chatter in the chambers of my mind and appreciated each moment as it is, unencumbered by the chains of the past or the fears of the future. I have passionately written and spoken on this crucial aspect of “Mind Matters”.
An offshoot also has also been to enhance “Sattvik quality” within us by partaking vegetarian food. While I do agree not everyone is a vegetarian and dietary habits are formed from childhood and places where we stay (deserts, seaside’s or jungles). Positive effects of vegetarianism on the human mind and body is something I have passionately written in my column on Mind Matters and in some books.
Though I must confess that I have a long way to traverse in this aspect of the journey. But I do propagate vegetarianism in my writings and while conducting the courses. A plant-based diet not only nourishes the body but also reflects a commitment to compassion—an integral tenet of the Art of Living philosophy.
The Physical Dimensions: Diet, Fitness, and Yoga
My journey also included a significant transformation in my physical health. The importance of diet and physical fitness cannot be overstated in recovery.
Meanwhile I began hitting the gym regularly. Physical fitness became a vital cog of change in me, channelling my energy into strength and endurance rather than destructive habits. Exercise itself became a form of meditation in motion; which allowed me to connect with my body and appreciate its capabilities. The transformative power of yoga also played a significant role in my recovery and honour my body and breath.
All this has spurred me to be passionate in talking about physical fitness in my writings, courses and Instagram, You Tube and podcast talks to encourage people to adopt these healthy practices
Service: Bedrock of recovery
I started volunteering at some rehabilitation centres wherever I was posted during my career in the Railways, sharing my story with those still ensnared by addiction. This provided me immense personal satisfaction and in turn bolstered my energy/ prana levels. And I am passionate about sharing all these real incidents in my writings and talks on various forums.
The Joy of Spreading Happiness
Ultimately, my passion for counselling alcoholics and drug addicts stems from a profound desire to help others rediscover their own potential for joy and fulfilment.
Another passion is also to spread the word that individuals should take up a hobby apart from their work – be it writing, dancing, learning music, cooking, gardening or something of interest. This helps in developing one’s personality and declutters the mind which eschews antipathetic thoughts and this has caught the attention of my readers and listeners.
Thus, a person lives in the present moment and does not postpone happiness. And I am passionate about spreading this truism.
[25/05, 17:06] Lakshmi Valluri: Service, meditation, intentional morning, night, conducting /facilitating courses,; Describe the passion, not the journey or the theory.SPread your thoughts by writing articles. Preach what I practice, satwik life, meditation, yoga
[25/05, 17:07] Lakshmi Valluri: focus on passionate activities ...no need to explain or also no theory, no journey
[25/05, 17:08] Lakshmi Valluri: Visists to Ashram...yearning to meet/passionate about meeting Gurudev
The Anti-Bucket List: The Freedom of Not Wanting Everything
The Anti-Bucket List: The Freedom of Not Wanting Everything
Author : Dr Prasad Rajhans π¦’
A few years ago, success was easier to define.
Study well. Get a good job. Build a family. Live a respectable life.
Today, success appears to have expanded in hundreds of directions.
Your friends are running marathons. Someone has completed an Ironman. A colleague is posting photographs from the Himalayas. Another is skydiving. Someone else is visiting remote temples across the world. One friend has become a wildlife photographer. Another has learned guitar at 45. Yet another is practicing yoga in Bali.
Open social media for ten minutes, and it can feel as if everyone is living extraordinary lives.
And slowly, without realizing it, a thought enters the mind:
Am I missing out?
Maybe I should travel more.
Maybe I should trek.
Maybe I should run a marathon.
Maybe I should learn music.
Maybe I should visit more countries.
Maybe I should do something remarkable.
The list keeps growing.
That is the modern bucket list.
But somewhere in the middle of all this comparison, another question quietly emerges:
Who decided these things should be on my list in the first place?
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I once heard a friend say:
“Why would I wake up at 4 a.m. just to run after a tiger in the jungle?”
For him, wildlife safaris held no attraction.
For someone else, watching a tiger in the wild might be a lifelong dream.
Neither person is wrong.
That is perhaps one of the most important truths we forget:
Human beings are not meant to enjoy the same things.
Some people love adventure.
Some enjoy meditation.
Some prefer mountain expeditions.
Others enjoy sitting silently near the sea.
Some people travel to twenty countries.
Others may spend a week in one town, understanding the people, culture, food, and silence.
Some may genuinely be happiest at home.
And happiness experienced quietly is no less valuable than happiness displayed publicly.
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As children, many of us belonged to generations where joy was simpler.
Summer holidays often meant staying with relatives.
Watching a movie on television could feel special.
Going out for ice cream was an event worth remembering.
Small pleasures carried excitement because they were rare.
Today, we have abundance.
Unlimited travel options.
Unlimited entertainment.
Unlimited information.
Unlimited experiences.
Ironically, unlimited choices often create unlimited pressure.
Psychologists call part of this choice overload—when too many possibilities increase anxiety rather than satisfaction.
Because once everything becomes possible, people begin feeling responsible for experiencing everything.
But no human being can do everything.
No one can visit every country.
Learn every skill.
Play every sport.
Attend every event.
See every wonder.
Live every life.
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Perhaps this is where a new idea becomes useful:
The Anti-Bucket List
An anti-bucket list is not pessimism.
It is not laziness.
It is not a lack of ambition.
It is something far more liberating.
An anti-bucket list is a conscious decision about the things you do not need in order to feel fulfilled.
The experiences you do not wish to chase.
The expectations you choose not to inherit.
The comparisons you decide to stop making.
Maybe your anti-bucket list says:
• I do not need to run a marathon.
• I do not need to visit fifty countries.
• I do not need to learn every hobby.
• I do not need public proof that I am living well.
• I do not need to convert every experience into content.
And surprisingly, saying “I don’t need this” can sometimes bring more peace than saying “I must achieve this.”
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There is another quiet consequence of modern life.
People sometimes become so busy photographing moments that they stop living them.
A beautiful landscape is viewed through a mobile screen.
A sunset becomes content.
A journey becomes evidence.
A holiday becomes documentation.
And somewhere in between, the actual experience disappears.
Perhaps some of the most meaningful moments in life are those never uploaded, never announced, and never validated by others.
Only lived.
Only felt.
Only remembered.
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Maybe the purpose of an anti-bucket list is simple:
Not to reduce life.
But to reduce unnecessary pressure.
To create room for authenticity.
To stop living every possible life—and start living your own.
Because at the end of the day, fulfillment may not come from checking the most boxes.
It may come from knowing which boxes never needed to be checked at all.
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A retired professor had a habit of locking an old wooden box every night.
Inside it were his most precious papers, memories, and a small amount of cash.
One day, he misplaced the tiny key.
He searched everywhere—his desk, cupboards, bookshelves, even under the carpets.
Nothing.
He called his son, an engineer.
The son came with gadgets, flashlights, and tools. He examined the lock carefully and said,
“Don’t worry, Father. I’ll break it open.”
Just then, the professor said,
“Wait. Let me call my old college roommate first.”
The son was puzzled.
“Why? He’s not a locksmith!”
A little later, the old roommate arrived. They smiled, laughed, and began talking about their college days.
After an hour, the roommate suddenly asked,
“Do you still hide important things inside your old dictionary, like you did in the hostel?”
The professor froze.
He walked to his bookshelf, pulled out a thick dictionary, and there—between the pages—was the tiny key.
The son laughed.
“All my engineering tools, and your friend solved it just by knowing you!”
The professor smiled and said:
“Experts can solve problems.
But old friends remember the places where you lose yourself.”
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Stay connected with people who have known you through different chapters of life.
Sometimes, they don’t just help you find solutions—they help you find parts of yourself you forgot.
Pastor NiemΓΆller’s poem
Pastor NiemΓΆller’s poem has been universal for many of us who live in glass houses:
First they came for the socialists, and I did not speak out—because I was not a socialist.
Then they came for the trade unionists, and I did not speak out—because I was not a trade unionist.
Then they came for the Jews, and I did not speak out—because I was not a Jew.
Then they came for me—and there was no one left to speak for me.
—Martin NiemΓΆller
Monday, 25 May 2026
House on Fire
House on Fire
1. The house caught fire at 2:13 in the morning.
2. By 2:16, the curtains in the upstairs bedroom were burning bright enough to be seen from the end of the street.
3. By 2:20, neighbors stood outside in slippers and winter jackets, watching sparks rise into the black sky like frantic fireflies.
4. And by 2:27, when the first window exploded outward in a burst of glass and smoke, seventeen-year-old Ira Malhotra was standing barefoot across the road thinking one terrible thing over and over again:
5. I did this.
6. The firefighters arrived screaming through the silence with sirens and flashing red lights. People shouted. Someone cried. A woman wrapped a blanket around Ira’s shoulders, but she barely noticed.
7. Her father sat on the curb nearby with blood on his forehead.
8. Her mother trembled violently while answering police questions.
9. And the house—the old blue two-story house with crooked balcony railings and jasmine plants near the gate—collapsed inward room by room.
10. Everything inside it disappeared.
11. Photographs.
12. Letters.
13. Furniture.
14. Secrets.
15. Especially the secrets.
16. Ira watched flames consume the second-floor study and felt something dangerously close to relief.
17. Because now nobody would ever find the box hidden beneath the floorboards.
18. At least, that’s what she believed then.
19. She was wrong.
20. —
21. Three months earlier, before the fire, before the lies and police reports and shattered family dinners, Ira’s biggest problem had been invisibility.
22. Not literal invisibility.
23. The ordinary kind.
24. The kind that happens inside families slowly.
25. Her younger brother, Kabir, absorbed attention naturally because he was brilliant. At fourteen, he built robots from scrap electronics and won science competitions without trying. Teachers adored him. Relatives discussed his future like he was already famous.
26. Her mother, Ananya, commanded every room she entered. Elegant, intelligent, composed—she possessed the exhausting ability to make competence look effortless.
27. And her father, Dev Malhotra, existed somewhere between respected and feared. He owned a successful construction company, spoke rarely, and carried permanent disappointment in his posture like an expensive suit.
28. Then there was Ira.
29. Average grades.
30. Average talents.
31. Average existence.
32. At family gatherings, relatives asked Kabir about engineering colleges while asking Ira whether she had “thought about improving focus.”
33. Nobody intended cruelty exactly.
34. But neglect accumulates quietly.
35. By seventeen, Ira had mastered disappearing inside her own life.
36. She spent most evenings alone in her room sketching faces from imagination while music played softly through headphones. Drawing was the only thing that felt entirely hers. Not judged. Not compared.
37. Sometimes she imagined leaving home permanently after graduation. Not dramatically. Just…quietly. Slipping out of everyone’s expectations until she became unrecognizable.
38. Then one rainy Thursday afternoon, she found the box.
39. It happened accidentally.
40. Her father was away on a business trip. Her mother attended some charity event. Kabir stayed late at school.
41. Ira had the house entirely to herself.
42. Bored and restless, she wandered into the upstairs study searching for old art supplies. The room smelled faintly of dust and sandalwood. Her father rarely allowed anyone inside, which naturally made curiosity inevitable.
43. Most drawers contained boring documents.
44. Tax papers.
45. Contracts.
46. Blueprints.
47. Then Ira noticed scratches on the wooden floor beneath the desk.
48. Tiny marks.
49. Like something heavy had been dragged repeatedly.
50. Curiosity pulled stronger than caution.
51. She moved the desk carefully aside and discovered loose floorboards underneath.
52. Her pulse quickened instantly.
53. Every teenager secretly hopes for hidden compartments.
54. Most never actually find them.
55. The box beneath the floorboards was metal, black, and surprisingly heavy. No lock. No label.
56. Inside were photographs.
57. Hundreds of them.
58. At first Ira thought they were random family pictures. Then confusion arrived.
59. Every photograph featured the same woman.
60. Not her mother.
61. A younger woman with dark curly hair and sharp eyes.
62. Some pictures showed her laughing beside Ira’s father on beaches and balconies and city streets. Others were more intimate—foreheads touching, hands intertwined, expressions too soft to misunderstand.
63. Love photographs.
64. Ira stared silently.
65. Then she found the letters.
66. Thirty-seven of them tied carefully with faded blue ribbon.
67. The handwriting was elegant and slanted.
68. Dev,
69. I know you’ll choose your family eventually…
70. Another:
71. Sometimes I hate myself for loving someone who belongs elsewhere…
72. And another:
73. If she ever discovers the truth, promise me Kabir never will…
74. Ira stopped breathing for a second.
75. Kabir.
76. Why mention Kabir specifically?
77. Hands shaking now, she searched deeper through the box until finally she found the final item:
78. A birth certificate.
79. Name: Kabir Malhotra.
80. Mother: Leena Arora.
81. The world tilted sideways.
82. No.
83. No, that wasn’t possible.
84. Ira read it again.
85. And again.
86. Her brother.
87. Her actual brother.
88. Not her mother’s child.
89. The realization hit physically.
90. Suddenly strange childhood memories rearranged themselves into new shapes. The whispered arguments she overheard years ago. The way relatives sometimes fell silent around family history. The fact that Kabir looked nothing like their mother.
91. “Oh my God,” Ira whispered aloud.
92. The front door downstairs slammed shut unexpectedly.
93. Panic exploded through her instantly.
94. She shoved everything back into the box recklessly, nearly tearing letters in the process. Footsteps echoed downstairs.
95. Her father’s voice.
96. Home early.
97. Ira slid the box beneath floorboards, shoved the desk roughly back into place, and fled the study seconds before he climbed upstairs.
98. “Why are you home?” she asked too quickly.
99. Her father frowned slightly. “Meeting canceled.”
100. For one terrifying moment, she thought he somehow knew.
101. But he simply walked past her toward his bedroom while loosening his tie.
102. Ira stood frozen in the hallway.
103. Everything had changed.
104. —
105. That night during dinner, Ira couldn’t stop staring at Kabir.
106. He sat across from her enthusiastically explaining some robotics competition while their mother listened proudly.
107. Their mother.
108. Not his mother.
109. The secret hovered invisibly above the table poisoning every normal interaction.
110. “How was school?” her father asked suddenly.
111. Ira startled. “Fine.”
112. “You seem distracted,” her mother observed.
113. Because our family is built on hidden wreckage, thought Ira wildly.
114. Instead she shrugged.
115. Later that night she couldn’t sleep.
116. Questions swarmed endlessly.
117. Did her mother know?
118. Did Kabir?
119. Was Leena Arora still alive?
120. And perhaps most painfully:
121. How long had everyone been lying?
122. At 1:40 AM, unable to bear uncertainty anymore, Ira searched the internet for Leena Arora.
123. She found old articles quickly.
124. Leena Arora, twenty-eight, died in a car accident fourteen years earlier.
125. Survived by infant son.
126. Ira stared at the screen.
127. Kabir had lost his real mother before he could remember her.
128. And somehow her parents raised him as their own while burying the truth completely.
129. A tiny rational part of Ira understood the complexity. The compassion even.
130. But seventeen-year-old emotions rarely behave rationally.
131. All she felt was betrayal.
132. The family she trusted suddenly looked artificial.
133. Manufactured.
134. Like actors maintaining roles too long.
135. And once doubt enters a household, ordinary moments become suspicious retroactively.
136. Her father working late? Maybe visiting Leena’s grave.
137. Her mother occasionally distant with Kabir? Maybe because grief and resentment coexist strangely.
138. Every memory became unstable.
139. —
140. Over the following weeks, Ira changed.
141. Quietly at first.
142. Then noticeably.
143. She stopped joining family dinners regularly. Her grades slipped. She snapped at harmless questions.
144. Her mother eventually confronted her.
145. “What’s happening with you?”
146. “Nothing.”
147. “That’s obviously untrue.”
148. Ira nearly laughed.
149. The hypocrisy of that question felt unbearable.
150. Nothing truthful existed in this house.
151. “You wouldn’t understand,” she muttered.
152. Her mother’s expression hardened slightly. “Try me.”
153. Tell her, whispered a reckless voice inside Ira.
154. Tell her you know.
155. But fear stopped her.
156. Because revealing the secret would destroy everything permanently.
157. Wouldn’t it?
158. Instead she retreated further into silence.
159. Only Kabir still attempted connection consistently.
160. One evening he knocked gently on her bedroom door.
161. “You alive?”
162. “Unfortunately.”
163. He entered carrying two cups of instant noodles.
164. “Peace offering.”
165. Ira smiled despite herself.
166. Kabir sat beside her on the floor. “You’ve been weird lately.”
167. “Thanks.”
168. “I mean seriously weird. Like murder-documentary weird.”
169. She laughed softly.
170. Then unexpectedly tears burned behind her eyes.
171. Kabir noticed immediately.
172. “Hey,” he said quietly. “What happened?”
173. The concern in his voice almost broke her.
174. Because he didn’t know.
175. He sat here trusting a family built partly from lies while she carried knowledge capable of detonating his entire identity.
176. Nothing happened, she nearly said automatically.
177. Instead:
178. “If you found out something terrible about our family…would you want to know?”
179. Kabir frowned thoughtfully.
180. “What kind of terrible?”
181. “I don’t know. Hypothetically.”
182. He considered carefully before answering.
183. “Yes.”
184. “Why?”
185. “Because fake versions of happiness never last anyway.”
186. The sentence lodged deep inside her.
187. Fake versions of happiness never last anyway.
188. —
189. Two days later, Ira returned to the study while everyone slept.
190. This time she took the box entirely.
191. She carried it to her room, spread letters across the floor, and read until dawn.
192. A story emerged gradually.
193. Years earlier, before marrying Ananya, her father loved Leena deeply. But family pressure and expectations ended the relationship. He married Ananya instead.
194. Then, somehow, Leena became pregnant.
195. The affair resumed secretly.
196. Kabir was born.
197. Months later, Leena died unexpectedly in the accident.
198. And afterward, astonishingly, Ananya agreed to raise the child herself.
199. Not publicly.
200. Not heroically.
201. Quietly.
202. The letters revealed guilt everywhere. Regret. Shame. Attempts at forgiveness.
203. One letter from her father shattered Ira completely:
204. Ananya says she’ll raise him as her own if we never tell anyone. I don’t deserve that kind of mercy.
205. Mercy.
206. That word changed things slightly.
207. Until then, Ira imagined only betrayal and deception.
208. Now she glimpsed sacrifice too.
209. Her mother staying despite humiliation.
210. Choosing motherhood for a child conceived through betrayal.
211. The emotional complexity overwhelmed her.
212. Human beings were messier than villains and victims.
213. Still, one question remained unbearable:
214. Why never tell Kabir?
215. Didn’t he deserve truth?
216. The conflict consumed her entirely.
217. Eventually she made a terrible decision.
218. She would tell him herself.
219. —
220. The opportunity arrived accidentally.
221. Their parents attended some corporate event one Saturday evening, leaving Ira and Kabir alone again.
222. He sat in the living room building drone components while music played softly from speakers.
223. Ira stood nearby holding the box.
224. Her pulse thundered painfully.
225. “Can I show you something?”
226. Kabir glanced up. “That sounds threatening.”
227. She sat across from him slowly.
228. Then placed the birth certificate on the table.
229. At first he looked merely confused.
230. Then pale.
231. “What is this?”
232. Ira said nothing.
233. He read it again.
234. And again.
235. “No,” he whispered finally.
236. The room felt suddenly airless.
237. Kabir looked at her with growing panic. “This is fake.”
238. “I found it hidden upstairs.”
239. “Why would someone fake this?”
240. “I don’t know.”
241. But she did know.
242. Kabir opened the letters next.
243. His hands shook visibly.
244. The silence that followed felt catastrophic.
245. Not loud.
246. Worse.
247. Quiet devastation.
248. At fourteen, children still believe parents represent stability. Permanent truths.
249. Watching that belief collapse in real time felt horrifying.
250. Kabir stood abruptly.
251. “How long did you know?”
252. “Three weeks.”
253. “You waited three weeks?”
254. “I didn’t know what to do!”
255. He laughed once sharply. “Neither do I.”
256. Then he walked upstairs without another word.
257. The sound of his bedroom door locking echoed through the house.
258. Ira sat frozen beside scattered letters until midnight.
259. When their parents returned home, she almost confessed everything immediately.
260. But fear won again.
261. Cowardice disguised itself as timing.
262. Tomorrow, she told herself.
263. I’ll explain tomorrow.
264. Tomorrow never arrived properly.
265. —
266. The next morning, Kabir disappeared.
267. At first nobody panicked. They assumed he went cycling or visiting friends.
268. Then hours passed.
269. His phone remained off.
270. By evening, her mother’s composure began cracking visibly.
271. Her father called everyone he knew.
272. At 11 PM, police became involved.
273. Ira watched chaos consume the household while guilt spread through her chest like poison.
274. She should tell them.
275. Obviously she should tell them.
276. But every passing hour made confession harder.
277. How do you casually announce:
278. By the way, your son disappeared after I revealed decades of hidden family betrayal?
279. So she stayed silent while her parents suffered visibly.
280. By the second day, her mother looked barely functional.
281. Her father aged years overnight.
282. Police searched train stations and bus terminals.
283. And Kabir remained missing.
284. Ira stopped sleeping entirely.
285. Every scenario inside her mind became catastrophic.
286. Kidnapping.
287. Suicide.
288. Accident.
289. She replayed their conversation endlessly searching for signs she missed.
290. Fake versions of happiness never last anyway.
291. The memory tortured her.
292. On the third evening, police finally found him.
293. Alive.
294. At a small railway station two cities away.
295. He’d taken money from savings hidden in his room and boarded random trains without destination.
296. When her parents brought him home, relief crashed through the house so intensely everyone cried.
297. Everyone except Kabir.
298. He remained eerily calm.
299. Detached.
300. He barely spoke during dinner.
301. Later that night, Ira heard shouting downstairs.
302. Real shouting.
303. Not ordinary marital arguments.
304. Devastating shouting.
305. She crept halfway down the staircase and listened.
306. “You told her?” her father demanded.
307. “I found out accidentally!” Ira shouted back.
308. “How could you tell him without speaking to us first?”
309. “Because he deserved truth!”
310. Her mother’s voice cut through sharply:
311. “Not like this.”
312. Silence followed.
313. Then quieter:
314. “You think this was easy for anyone?”
315. Ira looked toward her mother then.
316. Really looked.
317. Ananya stood exhausted in the kitchen light, eyes red from days without sleep.
318. Not cold.
319. Not manipulative.
320. Just tired.
321. Deeply tired.
322. “I loved him,” her mother whispered. “From the moment I held him.”
323. Kabir stood unseen near the hallway entrance hearing everything.
324. No one noticed him initially.
325. Then he asked the question quietly:
326. “Why didn’t you tell me?”
327. The pain in his voice hollowed the room instantly.
328. No parent possesses adequate answers for something like that.
329. Her father sat heavily in a chair.
330. “We wanted to protect you.”
331. “From what?”
332. “Confusion. Pain.”
333. Kabir laughed bitterly. “How’s that working out?”
334. Nobody answered.
335. Because there was no defense left.
336. —
337. For several weeks afterward, the house transformed into emotional minefield territory.
338. Nobody trusted silence anymore.
339. Conversations became fragile negotiations around grief and resentment.
340. Kabir withdrew completely.
341. Her father attempted explanations constantly.
342. Her mother cried privately when she thought nobody noticed.
343. And Ira carried unbearable guilt through all of it.
344. She told herself truth mattered.
345. But maybe timing mattered too.
346. Maybe revelation without compassion becomes violence.
347. One evening, she found her mother alone in the backyard staring at dead jasmine flowers.
348. “I’m sorry,” Ira whispered.
349. Ananya remained quiet awhile.
350. Then:
351. “I know.”
352. “That’s it?”
353. “What else should I say?”
354. Anger suddenly flared inside Ira.
355. “You lied to us our entire lives!”
356. “Yes.”
357. The honesty startled her.
358. Her mother looked exhausted beyond defense now.
359. “I was twenty-seven,” she said softly. “Your father came home carrying a baby and enough guilt to drown inside. I should’ve left. Most people would’ve.”
360. “But you stayed.”
361. “I loved your brother before he could even speak.” Her voice trembled slightly. “And eventually I loved him too much to risk losing him.”
362. Ira sat beside her slowly.
363. “Were you ever happy?”
364. Ananya smiled sadly.
365. “Sometimes happiness and pain live in the same house.”
366. The sentence lingered quietly between them.
367. Inside the same house.
368. If only they knew.
369. —
370. The fire began eleven days later.
371. Electrical malfunction, investigators later concluded.
372. Old wiring in the upstairs study sparked behind wooden walls shortly after midnight.
373. By the time smoke alarms activated, flames already spread through half the second floor.
374. Everyone escaped barely.
375. Except the box didn’t.
376. The letters, photographs, and birth certificate burned completely.
377. At first, standing barefoot across the street watching firefighters battle flames, Ira believed the destruction symbolic somehow.
378. The physical evidence of lies disappearing forever.
379. But then she looked beside her.
380. At Kabir wrapped in blankets staring silently at the collapsing roof.
381. At her mother holding his hand tightly despite everything.
382. At her father crying openly for the first time in Ira’s memory.
383. And suddenly she understood something important.
384. The fire changed nothing essential.
385. Secrets had already escaped.
386. Truth already existed between them now—painful and messy and impossible to hide again.
387. Burning the evidence couldn’t undo that.
388. The house collapsed inward at 2:41 AM.
389. Sparks spiraled upward violently into darkness.
390. People gasped.
391. Ira watched flames consume the upstairs study entirely and realized with strange clarity that families were not destroyed by single events.
392. Not affairs.
393. Not lies.
394. Not even fire.
395. Destruction happens slowly through silence.
396. Through fear.
397. Through choosing appearances over honesty repeatedly until nobody remembers how to speak plainly anymore.
398. The fire merely revealed damage already burning beneath the walls.
399. —
400. They moved into a rented apartment afterward.
401. Smaller.
402. Temporary.
403. Four people compressed uncomfortably into shared grief.
404. And strangely, healing began there.
405. Not immediately.
406. Not dramatically.
407. But slowly.
408. Without the old house carrying years of buried tension, conversations became more honest somehow.
409. Kabir eventually asked questions instead of retreating into silence.
410. Her father answered everything this time.
411. Even ugly details.
412. Her mother stopped pretending strength constantly.
413. And Ira learned guilt could coexist with relief.
414. One rainy evening months later, the four of them sat eating takeout on apartment floors because furniture still hadn’t arrived.
415. Ordinary conversation drifted around the room quietly.
416. School.
417. Work.
418. Television.
419. Then unexpectedly, Kabir asked:
420. “What was she like?”
421. Everyone understood immediately who he meant.
422. Leena.
423. The woman erased and hidden and finally spoken aloud.
424. Their father smiled faintly.
425. “She laughed loudly,” he said softly. “At everything.”
426. And for the first time, nobody changed the subject.
427. Outside, rain tapped gently against apartment windows while somewhere far across the city, workers cleared debris from the burned remains of the old blue house.
428. But inside the cramped apartment, among unpacked boxes and uncomfortable truths, something fragile survived the fire after all.
429. Not perfection.
430. Not innocence.
431. Something harder to build.
432. Honesty.
White Lie
White Lie
By the time the police arrived at the wedding, Aisha Kapoor had told so many lies that even the truth sounded suspicious coming out of her mouth.
Which was unfortunate.
Because for once, she was innocent.
The wedding hall glittered beneath golden chandeliers while terrified guests whispered in clusters. At the center of the chaos stood Aisha in a lavender bridesmaid dress, holding a champagne glass she no longer remembered picking up.
Across the room, the groom’s uncle shouted angrily at two police officers.
Someone had stolen seventy lakh rupees worth of jewelry from the bride’s suite.
And somehow, unbelievably, Aisha had become involved.
The lead officer approached her calmly.
“Miss Kapoor,” he said, “we need to ask you a few questions.”
Aisha nodded slowly.
Her best friend Rhea stood nearby looking pale. “This is ridiculous,” she said. “Aisha would never steal anything.”
The officer gave a polite smile. “Routine procedure.”
Routine.
Aisha almost laughed.
Nothing about the past two weeks had been routine.
Because none of this—the missing jewelry, the suspicious guests, the lies—would have happened if she had simply told the truth about a cat.
A very expensive cat.
—
It began thirteen days earlier on a humid Sunday afternoon.
Aisha was sitting in her apartment eating instant noodles straight from the saucepan when her phone rang.
MOM CALLING.
Aisha considered ignoring it.
Then remembered she’d already ignored the previous four calls.
She answered reluctantly.
“Hi, Ma.”
“Aisha! Finally.” Her mother sounded breathless with excitement. “I have wonderful news.”
That sentence alone felt threatening.
“What news?”
“Mrs. Malhotra’s son is coming back from London.”
Aisha closed her eyes immediately.
Of course.
Marriage.
Always marriage.
“And why is this my problem?”
“He’s a doctor.”
“Congratulations to him.”
“Aisha.”
There it was. The Tone.
The one carrying years of maternal disappointment.
“You’re twenty-nine,” her mother continued. “You work too much. You never meet anyone. At least have dinner with him.”
“I’m busy.”
“You work remotely.”
“I’m emotionally busy.”
Her mother ignored this completely.
“His family is hosting a dinner Friday. I already told them you’re excited.”
Aisha nearly dropped her spoon.
“You WHAT?”
“Don’t shout. It’s a good opportunity.”
“I’m not going.”
Silence.
Then softly, dangerously:
“Are you still upset about Rohan?”
Aisha stiffened instantly.
“No.”
“You haven’t dated anyone seriously since—”
“I said no.”
The conversation should have ended there.
Instead her mother sighed dramatically and delivered the sentence that triggered everything.
“Sometimes I worry you’ll end up alone with only cats for company.”
Now objectively, this was not the worst thing a mother could say.
But Aisha had endured three years of subtle comments about marriage, loneliness, and biological timelines. Something inside her snapped.
“I’m not alone,” she said sharply.
“Oh really?”
“Yes.”
“Then who are you dating?”
A tiny pause.
A microscopic hesitation.
The crossroads.
And then:
“His name is Kabir.”
The lie appeared instantly.
Randomly.
Aisha didn’t even know a Kabir.
Her mother gasped.
“You have a boyfriend?”
Aisha should have corrected herself immediately.
Instead she doubled down.
“Yes.”
“How long?”
“Eight months.”
The number arrived automatically.
“Oh my God.” Her mother sounded emotionally overwhelmed already. “Why didn’t you tell me?”
Because he doesn’t exist, thought Aisha desperately.
Out loud she said, “I wanted to be sure first.”
This was how white lies worked.
They arrived wearing reasonable clothing.
Temporary lies.
Convenient lies.
Survival lies.
Her mother practically vibrated through the phone.
“What does he do?”
“Architecture.”
Why architecture?
No idea.
“Where did you meet?”
“At a bookstore.”
Now the fictional relationship had a cinematic origin story.
Perfect.
By the end of the call, Kabir had become a thirty-one-year-old architect who loved reading, disliked social media, and lived in Gurgaon.
A fully assembled human manufactured during one conversation.
When the call ended, Aisha sat frozen in silence.
Then she whispered aloud:
“What the hell is wrong with me?”
—
The logical solution was obvious.
Call her mother back. Admit the truth. End the lie immediately before it expanded.
Instead Aisha made tea and convinced herself she’d handle it “later.”
Later, unfortunately, arrived the next morning in the form of seventeen WhatsApp messages from relatives.
YOUR MOTHER TOLD US!!!
FINALLY!!!
SHOW PHOTO!!!
Apparently her mother had announced the relationship to the extended family within hours.
Aisha stared at the messages in horror.
One lie had already become public information.
Then came the fatal complication.
Rhea.
Her best friend since college.
“YOU HAVE A SECRET BOYFRIEND?” Rhea screamed over the phone.
Aisha groaned. “My mother told everyone?”
“She called my mother at midnight!”
Of course she did.
“Aisha, I’ve listened to you complain about men for three straight years. Suddenly there’s a mysterious architect?”
“It’s complicated.”
Rhea became suspicious immediately.
“Oh my God. He’s fake.”
Aisha hesitated one second too long.
Rhea shrieked triumphantly. “HE’S FAKE!”
“Keep your voice down!”
“You invented a boyfriend?”
“It was supposed to be temporary!”
Rhea laughed so hard she started coughing.
“This is the stupidest thing you’ve ever done.”
“Helpful.”
“What’s his name?”
“Kabir.”
“What does Fake Kabir do?”
“Architecture.”
Rhea wheezed laughing again.
“Architecture? You built a boyfriend from Pinterest.”
Despite herself, Aisha laughed too.
At that moment, the situation still felt manageable. Embarrassing, yes, but temporary.
Then her mother called again.
“We want to meet him.”
There it was.
The disaster evolving.
Aisha sat upright. “What?”
“Sunday lunch. Invite Kabir.”
Panic arrived instantly.
“He’s traveling.”
“When will he return?”
“Two weeks.”
Her mother hummed thoughtfully. “Perfect. Bring him to Rhea’s wedding then.”
Aisha froze.
Rhea’s wedding.
Three hundred guests.
Dozens of relatives.
Her entire social world concentrated in one location.
“No,” Aisha said immediately.
“Why not?”
“Because…it’s too early.”
“You said you’ve dated eight months.”
Right.
That lie.
“He’s shy.”
“Then this is good for him.”
Aisha felt reality beginning to tilt dangerously.
—
Over the next week, Fake Kabir developed a life independent of her control.
Relatives asked questions constantly.
What school did he attend?
Which architecture firm?
How tall was he?
Did he speak Punjabi?
Every answer required additional details.
Additional lies.
Aisha created entire fictional histories during auto-rickshaw rides and coffee breaks. She built parents for him. A college degree. A favorite movie.
The absurdity should have stopped her.
Instead, strangely, it became easier.
That frightened her slightly.
Humans adapt quickly to dishonesty when rewarded socially for it.
And Aisha was rewarded constantly.
Her mother sounded happier than she had in years.
Relatives finally stopped interrogating her about marriage.
Even coworkers noticed her improved mood.
“What changed?” one colleague asked.
Aisha almost answered:
I invented emotional stability through fictional romance.
Instead she smiled vaguely.
The worst part?
She began imagining Kabir accidentally.
Not delusion exactly.
Just involuntary details.
What his voice might sound like. How he’d react to jokes. Which coffee he’d order.
The fictional relationship slowly occupied emotional space inside her real life.
Then came the photograph problem.
“Aisha,” her mother texted one evening, “send picture of Kabir for wedding invitation board.”
Wedding invitation board?
Apparently Rhea planned a giant photo display featuring couples and close friends.
Aisha called immediately.
“What invitation board?”
Rhea laughed unapologetically. “Relax. Just send a fake photo.”
“A FAKE PHOTO?”
“You created an entire fake man. Don’t become ethical now.”
“This has gone too far.”
“Yes,” Rhea agreed cheerfully. “That happened days ago.”
Aisha paced her apartment anxiously.
“I can’t use a random person’s photo!”
“So hire someone.”
Silence.
Then:
“What?”
Rhea stopped laughing.
“Oh my God,” she whispered. “You’re considering it.”
“No!”
“You absolutely are.”
And that was how, three days later, Aisha found herself sitting across from a struggling theatre actor named Arjun Mehta in a cafΓ©.
He looked confused but interested.
“So let me understand,” he said slowly. “You need me to pretend to be your boyfriend at a wedding?”
“When you say it out loud, it sounds criminal.”
“It sounds insane.”
“Technically temporary insanity.”
Arjun stared at her for several seconds.
Then unexpectedly grinned.
“How much?”
—
Hiring Fake Kabir should have solved the problem.
Instead it transformed manageable chaos into complete catastrophe.
Because Arjun turned out to be alarmingly good at lying.
Within twenty minutes he understood the fictional backstory better than Aisha herself. He improvised details naturally, remembered names, asked strategic questions.
“You’ve done this before,” Aisha said suspiciously.
“Acting is professionally sanctioned dishonesty.”
Fair point.
The plan was simple:
Attend the wedding together.
Convince relatives briefly.
Disappear afterward forever.
Easy.
Except reality again refused cooperation.
The first issue emerged immediately during rehearsal dinner.
Arjun was too convincing.
Her mother adored him within minutes.
Rhea’s relatives praised his manners.
Even Aisha’s skeptical uncle approved after discussing cricket for thirty minutes.
Watching everyone fall in love with Fake Kabir produced unexpected guilt inside her.
Because these people were genuinely happy.
And she was manufacturing all of it.
Then things became worse.
She started liking Arjun.
Not romantically exactly.
But his presence made lying feel effortless. They developed rhythms naturally, inside jokes, believable chemistry.
Several times Aisha forgot briefly that none of it was real.
That was dangerous.
Very dangerous.
On the second evening, while dancing during the sangeet ceremony, her mother pulled her aside emotionally.
“I haven’t seen you this happy in years.”
The sentence hit harder than expected.
Because Aisha realized with sudden clarity:
Her mother wasn’t obsessed with marriage.
She was terrified of loneliness.
Terrified her daughter would isolate herself forever after heartbreak.
And instead of explaining her real fears and vulnerabilities honestly, Aisha had created fictional reassurance.
The lie suddenly felt uglier.
She planned to confess after the wedding ended.
Unfortunately, the universe accelerated first.
—
The disaster began at 10:14 PM beside the dessert counter.
Aisha was arguing quietly with Arjun.
“We should end this tomorrow,” she whispered.
“That was always the plan.”
“No, I mean tell them.”
Arjun blinked. “Tell them WHAT?”
“The truth.”
“You want to announce publicly that I’m a rented boyfriend?”
“When you phrase it like that—”
“Because that’s literally what I am.”
Aisha rubbed her forehead. “I know this is insane.”
“Yes,” Arjun agreed. “But we’re already committed now.”
Before she could respond, a woman’s voice interrupted sharply.
“Arjun?”
Both turned.
A tall woman in emerald green stared at him in shock.
Arjun went pale instantly.
“Oh no.”
That phrase rarely precedes good outcomes.
“You know her?” Aisha asked.
The woman folded her arms dangerously. “Actually, I’m his girlfriend.”
Silence.
Complete catastrophic silence.
Aisha looked at Arjun slowly.
“You have a girlfriend?”
“She’s technically my ex.”
“Technically?” the woman snapped.
Guests nearby started noticing tension.
Wonderful.
“Aisha,” Arjun said desperately, “I can explain.”
“No,” the woman interrupted coldly. “Please do. I’d love hearing why my boyfriend is attending weddings with another woman.”
Several nearby relatives turned openly toward them now.
Panic detonated.
Because this wasn’t just relationship drama.
This threatened the entire structure of lies holding the wedding together.
Arjun lowered his voice urgently. “This is a job.”
The woman stared.
Then laughed once in disbelief.
“A JOB?”
Aisha closed her eyes.
Oh God.
No.
Arjun continued desperately, “She hired me—”
“STOP TALKING,” Aisha hissed.
Too late.
Her aunt approached immediately.
“Hired you for what?”
Nobody answered.
Which was answer enough.
Within minutes confusion spread through the reception like fire through dry grass.
Hired boyfriend.
Fake relationship.
Actor.
People whispered fragments rapidly, assembling conclusions worse than reality.
Her mother approached looking alarmed.
“Aisha?”
This was it.
The collapse.
The moment truth finally demanded payment.
Aisha inhaled shakily.
“Ma, I can explain.”
But before explanations arrived—
The lights went out.
Completely.
Darkness swallowed the ballroom while guests screamed in confusion.
Then someone shouted:
“The jewelry is missing!”
And suddenly, unbelievably, everyone forgot about Fake Kabir.
At least temporarily.
—
Chaos transformed the wedding hall instantly.
Security guards locked exits.
Relatives panicked.
The bride cried hysterically.
And because fate apparently hated Aisha personally, several witnesses reported seeing “the suspicious fake boyfriend” near the bride’s suite earlier.
Which brought police involvement.
Which brought questioning.
Which brought her entire web of lies directly into legal territory.
The officer sat across from her calmly.
“You hired Mr. Mehta under false pretenses?”
“Yes, but—”
“And he used a fake identity?”
“Only socially!”
The officer wrote notes patiently.
“You understand how this appears suspicious.”
Aisha laughed weakly. “Unfortunately yes.”
Across the room, Arjun argued with another officer while his ex-girlfriend looked vindicated beyond human limits.
Rhea approached quietly.
“You okay?”
“No.”
“Good. Because this is objectively insane.”
Despite everything, Aisha nearly smiled.
Then another officer approached carrying security footage.
“We found something.”
The room fell silent.
Onscreen, grainy hallway footage showed someone entering the bride’s suite shortly before blackout.
A tall man wearing black.
Not Arjun.
Not Aisha.
The groom’s cousin suddenly pointed.
“That’s the wedding planner!”
Within seconds chaos redirected completely.
The actual thief—a deeply indebted event manager—had exploited the blackout to steal jewelry before escaping through service exits.
Police left shortly afterward.
Guests slowly returned to celebration mode, though significantly more traumatized.
But the real disaster remained unfinished.
Because now the jewelry crisis was solved.
Meaning everyone remembered the fake boyfriend situation again.
Her mother stood silently near the stage.
Waiting.
Aisha approached slowly feeling about fourteen years old.
“Ma…”
“Was any of it real?”
There was no anger in her voice.
Just sadness.
Which felt infinitely worse.
Aisha looked down.
“No.”
Her mother nodded once.
“Why?”
The honest answer finally arrived after weeks of fiction.
“Because I was tired of disappointing everyone.”
Silence.
Then quietly:
“You think being unmarried disappoints me more than being dishonest?”
Tears burned suddenly behind Aisha’s eyes.
“I didn’t know how to explain myself anymore.”
Her mother’s expression softened slightly.
“Aisha, I worry because you stopped letting people close to you after Rohan.” She sighed tiredly. “Not because I need you married immediately.”
The simplicity of that truth felt devastating.
All this chaos built from assumptions never properly discussed.
Classic human behavior.
Behind them, wedding music resumed awkwardly.
Guests pretended not to stare.
Arjun approached carefully.
“I should leave.”
Aisha laughed unexpectedly.
“Yes. Probably.”
“I am genuinely sorry.”
“For lying?”
“For being caught.”
That actually made her laugh properly.
Her mother looked horrified. “You’re both impossible.”
“Accurate,” Aisha admitted.
Arjun hesitated. “For what it’s worth, your family really loves you.”
“They loved Fake Kabir.”
“No,” he said gently. “They were happy because they thought you were happy.”
That distinction landed quietly inside her.
After he left, the wedding slowly recovered around them. People danced again. Food reappeared. Families resumed celebration with the strange resilience unique to Indian weddings.
Eventually even gossip softened into amusement.
The rented boyfriend story would absolutely survive for years, unfortunately.
But something else survived too.
Truth.
Messy, embarrassing, humiliating truth.
And strangely, it felt lighter than maintaining fiction.
Later that night, while helping clean decorations, Rhea nudged her shoulder.
“So.”
“So?”
“You accidentally hired an actor, got investigated by police, and emotionally scarred your entire family.”
Aisha groaned. “Please stop summarizing my life.”
Rhea grinned. “You realize this sounds like a terrible Netflix movie.”
“It felt like one.”
Then after a pause, Rhea asked carefully:
“Are you okay?”
Aisha considered the question honestly.
For once honestly.
“Embarrassed beyond recovery,” she admitted. “But weirdly relieved.”
“Because?”
“No more pretending.”
Rhea nodded thoughtfully.
“Truth’s usually less exhausting.”
Outside, dawn slowly approached beyond wedding hall windows while exhausted guests drifted home carrying leftover sweets and fresh gossip.
Aisha stood quietly watching workers dismantle flower arrangements.
Two weeks earlier, one tiny lie about a fictional boyfriend had seemed harmless.
A temporary shield against uncomfortable conversations.
Instead it multiplied relentlessly—requiring actors, fake histories, emotional performances, and eventually police statements.
That was the terrifying thing about white lies.
They rarely stayed white.
They collected complexity like snowballs rolling downhill until eventually you weren’t protecting yourself from embarrassment anymore.
You were protecting the lie itself.
And lies, unlike people, are never satisfied with simplicity.
Her phone buzzed suddenly.
Unknown Number.
Aisha answered cautiously.
“Hello?”
Arjun’s voice emerged.
“So technically,” he said carefully, “you still owe me half the payment.”
For two seconds she stared into silence.
Then she burst out laughing so hard nearby guests turned toward her.
Not elegant laughter.
Exhausted, relieved, slightly hysterical laughter.
The kind arriving only after surviving disasters entirely of your own creation.
Maybe that was the final irony.
The truth she feared revealing had damaged far less than the lies she used to avoid it.
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