. What is wrong with me that makes me so lonely in life?

other. What is wrong with me that makes me so lonely in life? So I used to feel like that like years ago. And I always felt like I was missing out on things and was like envious of other female relationships and then I learned that not all company is good company, so I started learning how to do things and be comfortable doing things by myself. I started going to the gym, fitness classes and stuff. I started going to eat places by myself not always sit down there, but going to just pick up food because I always felt it looked long if you were doing things like that by yourself. Explore your city. I started going on walks and hikes so nothing to remote or I would say it is dangerous for a woman to be by herself. Yeah, sometimes it’s good to learn whether you are actually lonely or if you’re forced and you don’t know how to actually be alone. I don’t know you so I don’t know the full context to your situation but I just know that I always thought I needed someone and I don’t. I could be in a relationship, but I want it to be right now. I don’t because I’ve been choosing to be alone because I have my sanity but I’m also not blocking a friend or potential significant other if it came along, but not forcing it because I choose not to be lonely. There’s apps as well as like Facebook groups that have meet ups for trivia at night. There’s hiking groups. There’s game night there’s roots for people with relatable hobbies, and these people meet up in person and sometimes awkward. That’s kind of. I guess how adults have to make friends. It’s kind of like some people that say they feel like they’re going to be alone forever, but they never put themselves out there, if you never go to places where you would meet a potential, you may never meet one, if you are at those places and you’re so shut off that you aren’t able to allow someone to come in and potentially make that connection, that can feel rough.(Sometimes not a choice maybe idk)