Wednesday 3 April 2024

CRYING FOR THE MOON

 Good Morning!!!

 

God grant me the Serenity

to accept the things

I cannot change;

Courage to change

the things I can;

and Wisdom

to know the difference.

Thy will, not mine, be done.

 

*~*~*~*~*^Daily Reflections^*~*~*~*~*

 

April 4, 2024

 

CRYING FOR THE MOON

 

“This very real feeling of inferiority

is magnified by his childish sensitivity

and it is this state of affairs

which generates in him

that insatiable, abnormal craving

for self-approval and success

in the eyes of the world.

Still a child, he cries for the moon.

And the moon, it seems, won’t have him!”

LANGUAGE OF THE HEART, p. 102

 

While drinking I seemed to vacillate

between feeling totally invisible

and believing I was the center of the universe.

Searching for that elusive balance between the two

has become a major part of my recovery.

The moon I constantly cried for is,

in sobriety, rarely full;

it shows me instead its many other phases,

and there are lessons in them all.

True learning has often followed an eclipse,

a time of darkness,

but with each cycle of my recovery,

the light grows stronger and my vision is clearer.

 

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COURAGE AND PRUDENCE

 

When fear persisted, we knew it for what it was,

and we became able to handle it.

We began to see each adversity

as a God-given opportunity

to develop the kind of courage

which is born of humility,

rather than of bravado.

Prudence is a workable middle ground,

a channel of clear sailing

between the obstacles of fear on the one side

and of recklessness on the other.

Prudence in practice creates a definite climate,

the only climate in which harmony,

effectiveness, and consistent spiritual progress

can be achieved.

"Prudence is rational concern without worry."

1. Grapevine, January 1962

2. Twelve Concepts, p. 62

3. Talk, 1966

 

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"I'm not in the results business.

I'm in the efforts business.

S.L.I.P. = Sobriety Lost Its Priority"

 

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Heard at AA Meeting

 

"Those who abandon their dreams

will discourage yours"

 

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It is wealth to be content.

—Lao-tzu

 

On the evening of the first day of spring,

 a woman gave her husband

a bright red geranium in a clay pot.

 To celebrate, he placed it on the windowsill,

and together they marveled at the delicate petals.

In the harsher light of morning, though,

 the man frowned at the geranium

 and said to his wife,

"How shabby it makes the sofa look."

They spent the day at the furniture store

and came home with a new couch,

 blue with red flowers, like the geranium.

They placed the couch in front of the windowsill

 and admired together its grace

and line and fashionable upholstery.

But the next morning,

 the man frowned at the couch and said,

 "How shabby it makes the carpet look."

Soon they had a lavish new carpet,

which led to new curtains, lamps, and chairs.

 When the room was completely redone,

 they set the geranium back in the window

 and surveyed the finest room in the neighborhood.

 The man frowned. "The geranium," he said,

 "it's out of place. It will have to go."

 

Will I be able to appreciate

life's simple pleasures today?

 

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"You don't have to see

the whole staircase at once,

just the first step, one step at a time."

 

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Financial Responsibility

 

We are responsible for ourselves financially.

What a frightening, grown up thought

that is for many of us -

 taking responsibility for money and our financial affairs.

 For many of us, handing over responsibility

 for our financial affairs has been part

 of a codependent trade off in our relationships.

Some of our emotional dependency on others,

 on this tight tie that binds us to others,

not in love, but in need and desperation,

is directly related to financial dependency.

 Our fears and reluctance to take

 responsibility for our financial affairs

can be a barrier to the freedom

we're seeking in recovery.

Financial responsibility is an attitude.

Money goes out to pay for necessities and luxuries.

Money must come in, in order to go out.

How much needs to come in

to equal that which is going out?

Taxes... savings plans...appropriate spending habits

that demonstrate an attitude of financial responsibility....

Part of being alive means learning to handle money.

Even if we have a healthy contract with someone

that allows us to depend on him or her for money,

we still need to understand how money works.

We still need to adopt an attitude

 of financial responsibility for ourselves.

 Even if we have a contract with someone else

to provide for our financial needs,

we need to understand

the workings of the money earned and spent in our life.

Self-esteem will increase when we increase

our sense of being financially responsible for ourselves.

We can start where we are, with what we have today.

 

God, help me become willing

to let go of my fears and reluctance

to face the necessary parts of handling money

responsibly in my life.

Show me the lessons I need to learn about money.

 

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"I'm not powerless over my recovery;

my recovery is progressive."

 

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Just a thought……………………

 

From the beginning, communication in AA

has been no ordinary transmission

of helpful ideas and attitudes.

It has been unusual and sometimes unique.

Because of our kinship in suffering,

and because our common means of deliverance

are effective for ourselves

only when constantly carried to others,

 our channels of contact

have always been charged

with the language of the heart.

Bill W.,

July 1960

c. 1988 AA Grapevine,

The Language of the Heart, p. 243

 

Think about it………..

 

Walk softly and carry a Big Book.

 

Topic Question:

 

Does the quality of your recovery,

improve when you carry the message to others?

 

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The universe is the primary revelation

of the divine, the primary scripture,

and the primary focus

of divine human communion.

—Thomas Berry

 

In this program we learn about being receptive.

A man in search of conscious contact with a Higher Power

can simply stand still

and open his eyes and ears to creation.

Forcing a spiritual awareness is mostly wasted effort.

 Learning theology

doesn't create a spiritual experience either.

We only need to see and hear what is around us.

This is a vast and marvelous universe,

and it speaks for itself.

It has always been there,

and when we are ready to receive the message,

we will.

It stirs our spirit to be at a meeting

and hear another man describe

the awakening of his spirituality.

As we men become more receptive to the spiritual,

we open a whole new realm in our lives.

 

May my growing ability

to be a receptive man

lead me to a deeper spiritual contact.

 

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"I found this quote on a different website

 and it has made an impact

on how I see things today...

"Whenever you are in conflict with someone

 there is one factor

 that can make the difference

between damaging your relationship

or deepening that relationship.......

that factor is ATTITUDE""

 

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Just considering……………

 

Every newcomer in AA is told, and soon realizes for himself, that his humble admission of powerlessness over alcohol is his first step toward liberation from its paralyzing grip. So, it is that we first see humility as a necessity. But this is the barest beginning. . . A whole lifetime geared to self-centeredness cannot be set in reverse all at once. Rebellion dogs our every step at first.

c. 1952 AAWS,

Twelve Steps and Twelve Traditions,

pp. 72-3

 

Thought to consider . . .

 

Many people haven't even a nodding acquaintance

with humility as a way of life.

 

Topic Questions:

 

How important is humility to you?

Do you still rebel against certain things?

 

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