What do narcissists usually regret when they’re old?

What do narcissists usually regret when they’re old? My mother is a 65, year, old covert narcissist. I happened to be at her place one evening and I could hear her sobbing in her room. I went there to check the cause of it and she began explaining to me how she had thrown away her life. She also mentioned not to have married my father ever and that her life would have been better if she hadn't. She was 22 years old when my parents got married. She had no family, no education, and no money at that time. Dad worked very hard and eventually became a teacher, lived a good life, and always treated her well. There was no domestic violence, no cheating, and he didn't even drink. With all of that, she was still unhappy and as always, in her view, it is someone else's fault. She is now drinking every night alone in her room and feeling sorry for herself. She also convinces herself that she is a very unique person and that she could have gone far if my father hadn’t ruined everything. A Few Quora Reads You Might Like: 3 Things God Does to a Narcissist. 5 Weaknesses All Narcissists Have. 5 Things a Narcissist Does When They're Alone. Narcissists never accept that they are responsible for the choices they made. They always blame others and, if they are unable to find someone to blame, they change the narrative to suit their version. It’s really very awful.